Say What?

Once my Mom and I were talking about wedding rings. Being the great girlfriend I was at the time, I put Brandon on the spot and said...

"How much would you ever spend on a engagement ring?"

To which he replied

"I don't know. Maybe around $10,000?"

I think my Mom and I both choked on our drinks and then laughed hysterically. My mom ended up saying, "Either he has no idea what he is talking about, or has some type of brain tumor. Either way, take him up on that!"

And I totally did.

So Close/So Far Away

I would have graduated today. I would have been in a blue gown with my classmates, shaking some random persons hand and getting my degree. But, instead I'm sitting in my bed watching some dumb show.

I took a semester off last year to get married. Honestly I did it for all the right reasons, but I can't help but feel a knife in my stomach a little bit when I see my friends graduate before me.

I just am trying to have a pep talk with myself that sooner then I know it, I'll be graduating too. Sometimes it just seems so far away. Almost unachievable. I never thought I would be a college graduate. I have taken the long road that's for sure. Started out in a community college taking classes just to avoid paying rent at home. Had a few good classes, and a lot of crazy teachers. Then I took a intro to Vet Tech class, and knew I wanted to go farther. With the help of my parents I started at Broadview University at the end of 08.

If I look back on the road of my college life I am surprised how far I've gone. The worst is behind me, and my future is so close I could tongue it.

I only have one quarter left to go. A Vet Tech National Exam review class, and of course my externship. At the end of September I should be in that blue gown, shaking someones hand, and getting my degree.

It seems so close, but why does it feel so far away?

Proud Mommy

Over the weekend Brandon and I went to Dog Days. It's a festival where you can bring you dogs, adopt dogs, and do almost anything dog related! I helped Utah Friends of Basset Hounds with their booth this year, and might have even got a hound adopted.

When I had some down time, Brandon and I took Reggie and Frankie over to try out the lure race. It is where a a fox tail is on some kind of zip line, and the dogs chase after it going through hoops and jumps. Frankie ran half way through, then ran back to the start. He didn't really get how to do it.

Reggie was a complete natural though. He flew through the course with ease. Here is a video of his second run. He got a little distracted when he saw Brandon, but other then that he did GREAT! I am such a proud Mom. Just look at him go!

Mom's Bling

Last night I received my Mom's wedding ring. The diamond was given to my mom by my dad. When they divorced, she got a new band and put the same diamond in.

Growing up I always admired it, and wanted it for my own one day. It is the only thing I have that my two parents shared, and last night my step dad Ron gave it to me.

Of course this is a bitter sweet thing. I'm glad to be wearing it though. Gives me a piece of her around me at all times.

She had great taste in rings too. I must have got that from her.

Dogs In Uniform

Today at work we had a bunch of police dogs come to work. I think I watched them for over an hour. I was ecstatic. I'm sure you can't believe that, right? Most police dogs are shipped from Europe where they train the dogs, and then ship them to the states. The dogs today listen to commands in Dutch. Pretty fascinating. Look what these bad boys can do!

A Thought Dump

I currently have the shingles. WORST THING EVER! This is my second time, and I am miserable. Just sayin'. And no, it isn't a crazy infections disease. So you don't have to cringe when I say it.

I have great in-law family. While sick they all called and texted to make sure I was ok. Also, despite my horrible ways, they still love and accept me. I get along with everyone, especially Amelia. I love to spend time with everyone.

I am missing Brittni. It is hard to have your best girlfriend not close. In fact, our entire relationship has been long distance. I can't wait until one day we live next door (even if she doesn't want to). And I can come over to her house to eat and talk all the time. How lovely.

I have the best husband. I hate it when people say that, but since I don't say it all the time I have to say it now. I  couldn't ask for a more tender soul. You have no idea what he goes through for me.

I also am missing my family down in Orem. My sister and brothers are getting so old, and I feel like I am missing everything. I wish we lived closer and saw them more.

I am on a Pepsi kick lately. Seriously can't get enough of it.

Did I mention I have shingles? And that the rash/sore is on my face? I've walked around all weekend with a swollen left eye/face and have had everyone stare. Embarrassing!

I wish I lived in a house. With a nice back yard, and that I never had to work. I would only work when I felt like it. And spend the rest of my time playing with my dogs.

I have a dirty secret that I DVR all the horrible reality TV shows. I can't stop either. I am really excited Keeping Up with the Kardashions is back on. Yeah, I told you it was a bad addiction.

I hate it when people start out stories saying "I was so wasted..." That is tacky.

I love my dad. He is so sweet. Tonight while hanging out he said, "I really love your husband". Melts my heart.

You know what else melts my heart? My two baby boys. I love coming home and getting kisses from them.

That is all.

I Love Me

For the sake of writing something positive on this less-than-exciting Tuesday, here are ten things I love about myself.

1. I say it like it is - I'm known for being blunt, and when I was younger my loud mouth would get me into trouble all the time. I think over the years I've learned how to manage it, and put it to good use. Although, sometimes I can get a little harsh. But, I love that about me too.
2. I love dogs. People just don't get it either. I can't help it, it's just in my DNA to love them.
3. I sing in the car from the moment I close the door to leave, till the moment I open the door and turn off the car.
4. If I could sit and people watch all day, I would.
5. I have great taste in men. Point in case, my sexy ass husband.
6. I can clean really well IF I want to. Thats a big if.
7. I can make people laugh. When I get in a big group of people, or especially when I'm at a party this strange light turns on inside of me, and I become this party animal/stand up comedian. No liquid courage needed.
8. There is no rhyme or reason to my choices in music, movies, or books. I just like what speaks to me.
9. If any Lady Gaga track comes on I must dance and sing to it. No matter the circumstances around me.
10. I can almost name and recognize all dog breeds. Just don't ask me to spell any of them.

Happy Tuesday!

Something Isn't Right

Do you ever get that feeling that something isn't right? You go around and around in your mind trying to figure out why you feel this way, but nothing justifies it?

No matter how hard I try lately I am feeling this way. It is this gut feeling I can't get to pass. My gut has never steered me in the wrong direction in my life, so I take it seriously when I am being told something.

Is it with my friends? Work? School? Marriage? Family?

Something isn't right, but what is it?