Sometimes

Sometimes I break into tears thinking about my mom.

Sometimes I ignore calls, just wanting to be alone.

Sometimes I get really scared of my future.

Sometimes no matter how hard I try not to, I have nightmares.

Sometimes I feel as though I never told her how much she meant to me.

Sometimes there are no words to explain how I feel.

Sometimes I wish everyone had to be without a mom.

Sometimes I laugh out loud thinking of the way my mom and I would talk.

Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend this isn't the end.

Sometimes I think I talk too much about loosing my mom.

Sometimes I can't think about anything else anyway.

Sometimes I feel like drinking the pain away.

Sometimes I remember how hard I tried to let her know what an amazing person she was.

" Thank you for showing me how to be strong

when things get hard. I love you!

-Rachel"